Disillusioned

best friends

When did everything change

so drastically?

We used to be the best of friends

Always together

Talking

Laughing

Sharing secrets

Now we’re practically strangers

You rarely talk to me anymore

a few words here & there

So many new people in your life

You’re popular

No time for me

I watch from the sidelines

Jealous

it gets boring

Seems no one else cares

& I’m always alone

I feel lost

Sometimes

I just wish

I could see myself

through your eyes

Would I like what I see?

Is this why you left?

You pretend

Want to pull me back in

Say how much better

It will be

Pretty words

& promises

of things to come

But do I trust you

It could all be lies

to make you look important

I couldn’t handle the hurt

again

alone

3 responses to “Disillusioned

  1. “I just wish I could see myself through your eyes. Would I like what I see? Is this why you left?” Completely understand and even though it is easier said than done if anyone does not accept you the way you are they’re not worth it ♥

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