I’m Not Okay

are you okay?

I really hope you are

because I’m not

not since you left

I thought you loved me

but now i realize

it was all a lie

nothing is the same

you won’t even talk to me

I keep trying

I still love you though

I still worry about you

I want you to be okay

and I want you to know

how sad I am

how often I cry

how physically painful it is

every day

to love someone

who threw you away

The Queen of Hell

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Drowning

I can hear you out there

as I lie here drowning

you seem so far away

and all I want to do is

slip away

sleep

just ignore it all

but you won’t leave me alone

please

stop

I can’t endure it anymore

the constant hurt

sadness

and fear

it’s too much

why do you even care?

no one else does

you probably don’t

really

let me close my eyes

please

The Queen of Hell

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